I GOT A STUDY ABROAD SCHOLARSHIP! Praise God, i’m one step closer!! :D

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my almond flour molded.. sigh 3 hours of work went to waste……….

Esther - Love Rains.. so complicating :(

Christina - Yeah I stopped watching too but then I got bored D:

Sam - I’ve seen that and would not like to again. 

My vision of love is skewed.. man dramas just mess you up

Is it bad to say that i’m ready to leave? I’m ready to leave Richmond and the norm status that was my life for this past year. I’m ready to tackle this summer filled with hopefully many adventures and relaxing times. I’m not saying that I don’t like it here, more that I’m just ready to go back home and all the joys it brings. I want to be able to sit in my room alone again, to hear the sound of my mom singing and cracking jokes, to see the smiles of friends at home, and to tiptoe into my house when I come home too late. I do miss it.. a lot. Maybe Richmond has made me a little bitter but after a couple days I can say goodbye.

If you know me then it’s evident that i’m not much of a leader. Because how can you have a leader that’s quiet and indecisive? That’s like a double fail right there but these past couple of months God has definitely been been showing me otherwise. I’m put in positions where I didn’t even ask but because no one steps up and it somehow falls on me. I should be thankful because i’m learning a lot about patience and how to work with others. But to be honest I don’t like it.. at all. I’ve realized that I have pride in my OCD perfectionist side and when I work with others I honestly have this fear that they will mess up (I feel like Monk at times). Sounds terrible I know but this is a reason why I like to work on things alone (especially baking). There’s been recent instances where things weren’t going ‘my way’ or on ‘my time’ and so naturally I was frustrated and just wanted to just drop and leave but this is where the patience and humbling building comes in. So I had to stay and pull till the end and plus that’d be so messed up to dip out! 

I always tell myself how I can’t be a leader and how I could never be one but I’m always reminded of this.. someone once told me that no one’s really a leader. That we are all followers because God’s our leader and man it stuck with me because it was a different perspective that I’ve never thought of. I can’t say that it changed my life because I still hate leading and every time I do it’s just stressful. But I can say that I’m learning and hopefully growing to enjoy it (or at least tolerate it) because even in the midst of all the aggravation, the night turned out really great and it made someone smile so that’s all that really matter right? Well I think so =)

mm didn’t even know about it

Play in background: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uw6q5189kpc

I never really watch movies by myself nor have the impulse to but for the first time I was craving to watch Tangled and so I did. My roomies left me (again :( ..) so I took the opportunity to and MAN why is this movie so good?? I should be studying for my exam and finals but I really wanted to watch the movie. But it’s okay Dr. Yu is coming and we’ll study.. but what I really want is to go off and do something. even if I have to alone!

I really want to watch another movie at the Byrd, too great!

I wanted to bake macaroons so I walked to Kroger to buy some parchment paper. But I cheaped out after seeing it for $6 and walked to dollar tree. Dollar tree didn’t have it so I bought wax paper, you know kind of the same right? NO! I can’t use it to bake macaroons because it’ll stick.. so here I am not able to bake. I think i’ll just watch Tangled instead :(